I took a vitamin today and it actually made me feel better. I often wonder if there is any real value in any pill but hey I feel more awake. :) Now I can think a little clearer. Smile even. Hey this is okay, maybe Ill do this everyday.

Is it possible to be so tired you brain stops functioning? You are just running on automated responses. I am on auto pilot please don't wake me up.

There is nothing consistent about me. It is really annoying to not be able to depend on yourself.