tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64661822024-03-13T16:04:55.793-07:00DuhIm conflictedUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger60125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-89692999391686040242022-01-11T21:04:00.002-08:002022-01-11T21:04:29.246-08:00This Thing still exists.This blog is probably the only and longest record of any of my thoughts in existence. Not that anyone ever read them. I like to think of it as some weird internet legacy for me to look back on. Maybe my kids will find it and read it someday, although it is unlikely since I don't think they would even know how to find it.
I am back in the city of eternal winter wondering why the hell I moved Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-20010051450881795592020-12-10T10:42:00.000-08:002020-12-10T10:42:32.368-08:00Tired all the time. I've been struggling with fatigue for about 20 years, the doctors always ran the same thyroid panels and tested for diabetes and told me I was fine. Well I'm not fine, I am in pain all the time and exhausted. Also, my weight has jumped up over 40 pounds. I eat well most of the time, I get rest, and I am not depressed... So I found this article... I believe this might actually be Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-56664312718759975612015-05-22T19:04:00.000-07:002015-05-22T19:05:49.778-07:00Memorial DaySo what are your plans for Memorial Day? Anything exciting? Nothing planned? Not sure what to do? Article about things to do for Memorial Day by Angelic Marie Bowman
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-22001352615319665752015-04-18T16:23:00.001-07:002015-04-18T16:23:12.187-07:00Why's life so hard? I don't really think it should be easy. Easy is boring, but shouldn't it be a little less hard? I enjoy all my games on easy mode first play through.
Hmmm, maybe just maybe I have already played through on easy and this insanity mode. Nah, it is still too boring more like hard mode. Insanity would need more explosions and knife fights.
Let's face it, i might not beUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-18182346711660367902015-04-18T16:11:00.001-07:002015-04-18T16:11:28.089-07:00So I'm trying a new app for my photography... Check out the latest photos by Aimée Gilchrìst: http://www.eyeem.com/u/18772877
Take and discover photos on EyeEm. For iPhone and Android.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-50975838654271313262015-03-27T21:45:00.003-07:002015-03-27T21:45:55.596-07:00Who's a Grad student? I AM! Oh, and video game talk. Okay, so much for building up some momentum and getting you on the edge of your seat to find out if I was accepted. So I was obviously accepted to the MBA program at SOU. So now I am an official fancy pants!
Yes, even I have surprised myself. I knew I was smart, so it doesn't surprise me that I can get accepted, what surprises me if how far this little ol' nut Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-42132542559374074372015-02-05T16:59:00.002-08:002015-02-05T16:59:53.039-08:001 month and counting...Unpacked. The garage still looks scary. I should probably do something about it. :) I am still alive, haven' heard back on the MBA program yet, I applied a few weeks ago now. Just being busy with life stuff and getting to know the area. The area I live in, is a little scary at night to me. It could be worse.
Went on a road trip with my best friend for her bdayUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-33198420903957435432014-12-05T17:59:00.000-08:002015-05-26T08:58:53.058-07:00On staying at a Buddhist Temple
I am almost surprised that I still went considering I thought I would die from being a sissy at showing up. I have some of the most awful social anxiety sometimes! So I showed up and a monk directed me on where to park but I am assuming she doesn't drive all that often because she wanted me to park EXTREMELY close to the other cars. I really could NOT get out of the car afterUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-20265130878417842742014-12-05T11:07:00.001-08:002014-12-05T11:07:27.534-08:00News...FLASH!Well lets sit and play catch up for a minute. First off I will write a post about my experience(s) staying at the Shasta Abbey. It was a great experience. I wish it would stick with me longer in the real world. That said, more news. I am moving to Medford Oregon! In order for this to happen you must first understand that my business failed, sad but reality. &Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-52898956768643549972014-09-27T19:42:00.001-07:002014-09-27T19:42:11.942-07:00Need to unplug... I plan on driving to a Zen Buddhist monastery to stay they weekend.  This means I will have to be all about that sacred silence.   This will be interesting for anyone who loves to talk such as I do. But over the years I have learned the value of silence, so maybe it wouldn't hurt to practice it a little more.
I am a bit freaked out about doing something wrong or just Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-67405057176049035182014-09-06T12:37:00.001-07:002014-09-11T17:17:15.594-07:00Reminder: Trust your journey ladies. http://www.trustyourjourney.com/
A good place to read about how women make it through everything. It is also a nice way to realize how strong you are and how much worse things could really be and most important how we make it through and gain a deeper understanding of ourselves and hopefully are happier.
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-40695910766946788102014-09-06T11:33:00.001-07:002014-09-11T17:17:02.644-07:00Well that went to hell fast!!! (Over dramatic title)Not trying to sound like Debbie downer or anything but it was amazing just how much life could go downhill within four months. EDC was awesome and wonderful and I had a great time and it weird-ed me out and caused some emotional trauma revisited. Overall I was okay. Then I got stranded in the airport at San Francisco overnight thanks to runway construction and united airlines (Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-14427653364117426612014-02-15T20:35:00.002-08:002014-09-11T17:17:26.556-07:00Amy Really! Well well well, looky at who has logged into update her little blog that no-one ever looks at! :) Very excited this week. Just purchased my flight for Vegas this June looking forward to EDC 2014. Also looking forward to fixing my health issues and getting back in shape over the next few months. Also starting a few new businesses. I am going to be opening a Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-13753310630677511882013-12-24T12:13:00.001-08:002013-12-24T12:13:03.808-08:00Sweet As WholeBrilliant! Merry EX-MAS!! :)
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-15203374747217197472013-11-30T17:19:00.001-08:002013-11-30T17:19:30.680-08:00NOLA 2013 Oh my goodness, I can't believe I forgot to write about my awesome adventure to New Orleans in January. I really loved this place, it was amazing, so let us begin.
I arrived there late at night was met in the airport by my daughter and ex husband, with a cute sign she made me! People collectively said "awe". It was a cute moment and I hadn't seen her in what seemed like Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-44291524805979062582013-11-30T11:30:00.001-08:002013-11-30T11:30:42.749-08:00Well....
I have to get in the habit of writing regularly. Now if I could only figure out how to get myself to do that!
Whats new? Well nothing I am still the same walking talking disaster haha, yes more insight, more everything, same confusion of finding balance or having a clue as too what I actually want in this life.
I want FUN.
Haha but is that what I need?
So I have a current Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-84512624959153485292013-11-02T18:53:00.001-07:002013-11-02T18:53:32.976-07:00Let go. I want to talk about moving on, forgiveness, growth. Remember that holding on to anything hurtful just hurts yourself longer. It will still hurt but I swear it will feel better faster if you let go.
Update : no surprise since I felt it coming, my relationship status is single again and I feel the need to maybe update education or open a business as well as move again. Let's see whereUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-51010360477269287712013-10-03T21:27:00.001-07:002013-10-03T21:30:05.043-07:00The gentle art of letting goWhat can that mean? Well I am not sure at the moment. I just feel the winds of change. I'll always answer their call. I'm in a transitional status. I am in a state of change, a time of appraisal and adjustment. I customarily have a huge change every 3-7 years. Sometimes it's drastic and craziness and sometimes it is more subtle but it is always towards growth, strength and closing chapters Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-80282550978935677822013-09-02T21:53:00.001-07:002013-09-05T21:24:23.544-07:00Writing my ass off.WARNING THIS POST IS FULL OF SELF LOVE TO THE HIGHEST HEIGHTS IMAGINABLE:
I feel so accomplished tonight, I seriously wrote and wrote. I finished my blogs on EDC, SCotland, PAX 2013, and tried to even do a little clean up, read my past posts and laughed my ass off. Why?
Yes I am the guy that can laugh at his own jokes. Pretty damn hilarious, I am also the person who thinks -maUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-35625300334710865112013-09-01T07:16:00.000-07:002015-05-26T09:01:29.596-07:00PAX PRIME! PAX PRIME!
Why do I do all the fun stuff? Wth!? Why doesn't anyone else do it? Well someone has to do it, it might as well be me! Excuse me, Robert and I do all the fun stuff!
In PDX right now waiting for connecting flight to Seattle then let the fun begin! Meeting Rob at Chinatown, let's do this!
Soooo now I'm exhausted and heading back home. So let's talk about PAX. I must say Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-31421637027593789232013-07-29T10:35:00.000-07:002015-05-26T09:04:51.564-07:00EDC EDC EDC! Hi I am a little less head in the clouds now that it's a few weeks back in the real world. The best feels and fun are fading into the background as life returns to its baseline of work, stress, oh and reality.
It creeps back up on you slowly like after any life altering trip will. I wish with all the power of the universe I could live in the eternal wonderland of play but that is not practical, Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0Las Vegas, NV, USA36.114646 -115.1728160000000135.7048665 -115.81826300000002 36.5244255 -114.52736900000001tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-75781930926841711842013-05-19T19:00:00.000-07:002013-09-02T21:41:47.723-07:00Scotland grumpy cat review
I think I actually summed it up pretty accurately when I was sitting in the airport. But of course there's much more to a country than castles. I had always pictured Scotland in a particular way and I don't know I guess maybe I had expected it to be a little bit more magical because of all the romance around its history and the way our family talked about it but the end of the day it kindaUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-73426739708241024622013-05-18T03:02:00.001-07:002013-09-02T21:41:17.345-07:00Scotland forever!
So i had originally planned to do a post about the trip daily but the Internet in Scotland is not as easy to be found as I had hoped for. I believe I connected two or three (or more) times to check in on foursquare. Lol. Well I tried many beers and some whiskey too. I saw things that I am not going to see anywhere else, such as stone circles, and cairns, and more castles than you'd like to see Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-18845563475632750892013-04-13T17:34:00.003-07:002013-04-13T17:35:11.251-07:00Boom and there's art! The sun came out today and I decided to make a coaster with magazine pages, and some collage art page and carved a face on my mandarin, there's no stopping me!
So I watched this awesome movie called Safety not guaranteed. It was was funny and kinda wacky and fun. I would like to time travel, I have thought about this and since the likelihood of having The Doctor show up at my door is low, I hopeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6466182.post-26705372070460710272013-04-13T17:34:00.001-07:002013-04-13T17:34:53.830-07:00Fantastic! I have arrived! And why do I say this? Because I got a job! No not just a job but an actual career my little darlings! I have business cards, this is when you know your legit lol.
Haha but seriously, I am excited and look forward to the work I am doing and the people that I work with and for. I hope this will be what I was cut out for. ^_^
Okay enough of this boring stuff.
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